Down in the Zero b-7 Page 18
"Yeah?"
"Charm. I talked to Charm. That time she was here. When she went into the house by herself."
"You already told me about that." He mumbled something, head down.
"Randy, work easy now. Speak so I can hear you. Come on."
"Charm asked me about you. What you were doing here."
"You told me that."
"I didn't tell you that I…told her about Crystal Cove."
"That's all right. It's not much of a secret now, with all the running around I've been doing."
"Charm said to…keep an eye on you. I'm supposed to call her, tell her what you do."
"And you said you'd do that?"
"I told her no. But she…took me inside the house."
"I don't get it."
He started to cry then. First a bubble, then a dry sob…then it all went loose. Shame radiated off him like heat. I let it go for a while, saw it wasn't going to stop. I got up, walked around behind him. Put my hands on his shoulders, working the piano–wire muscles with my thumbs the way you loosen up a fighter before he gets it on. "Let it go, kid. Nothing's gonna hurt you now. It's pus, like from a wound. Squeeze it out."
I kept working until the sobbing slowed down, stumbled to a stop. I stepped back away from the kid. He shook himself violently, trying to throw something off his back— sweat flew off his body, spraying fear. When that stopped, he trembled. Sat there trembling.
I went back to my chair. "Tell me," I finally said.
"Charm was like my…babysitter. When I was a kid. I really…admired her. She's so tough. One time, she was jumping horses and she fell off. Broke her leg. We were all there, watching. Charm didn't say a word. I mean, you could see it hurt…her face was all white and sweaty and her leg…it was bent all funny. But she didn't say a word."
"When…?"
"In the seventh grade, that's when it started."
"What did she do?"
"If I told my friends, they would have thought it was great. So great. Like a dream come true. That's what Charm says, the trick is to come true."
"You had sex with her?"
"I…guess it was sex. What she did. It made me…excited. But I was scared too. I didn't know what to do."
"I know."
"I wanted to do it. I mean, after a while, I wanted to do it. All the time. All she had to do was touch me. The handle, that's what she called it. Charm says everybody has a handle. I thought she meant my…cock. But that wasn't it. The handle, it's the way you twist people."
"How did it start?"
"I was in my room. In my bathroom, taking a shower. And she just came in there. I was…embarrassed. But she did something…with her mouth…and I got excited. Then she did it. With her hand. Then she…hit me. Hard. It hurt. I was…crying. And she kept hitting me. She told me I was a dirty little boy. I was scared of her, but she did it again, later. Then she told me I had to do what she said."
"Did you ever tell? Tell anyone?"
"I…couldn't. I was…guilty, like. Like it was my fault. Dirty. I started…fucking up. Everything. I used to get all A's— I really liked school, once. And I was…beating off. All the time, even in the Boys' Room at school. I had bad dreams. Then I got caught…"
"In school?"
"At the mall. Shoplifting. The security people, they made me sign something, then they called my mother. She came down, all mad. She went in their office with them. Alone. When she came out, she took me home. And she showed me the paper I signed. Tore it up right in front of me. It was okay, she said. All fixed. But she wanted me to see someone.
"A therapist?"
"Yeah. Dr. Barrymore."
"From Crystal Cove?"
"Yes. But I didn't have to go into the hospital. He has this house, right on the grounds. And he has an office in the back. That's where I saw him."
"You didn't tell him about Charm?"
"I kind of…did. But not for a long time. He's my mother's friend. I'd seen him in the house. A couple of times. I could tell from the way she talked to him…I thought he'd tell her."
"Why didn't you just tell her yourself?"
"Charm showed me…pictures. Pictures of her and my mother, naked. Together…you know?"
"Sure. You thought they were lovers?"
"They were! You could see…what they were doing. In the pictures. They were…disgusting."
"Because of what they were doing?"
"Because it was my mother!" He started crying again. "And Charm told me…Charm said my mother told her to do it. With me. So I'd know how to do it. With girls, like."
"And you believed her?"
"My mother always hired people to teach me things. To play the guitar, or ride horses. Dancing. She always paid people to teach me. Charm said I would be…a homosexual unless she helped me."
"That's got nothing to do with her," I told him.
"I know. I mean, I think I know. But I never…"
"With girls?"
"Yeah. Except with Charm."
"Still?"
He looked down, quiet for a minute. "Yes," he finally said. "That's what happened the last time she came over. I didn't want to do anything, but…"
"It's okay. It takes time, to get strong enough."
"I'll never be strong enough. I thought I was. She…hasn't come around for a long time."
"Yeah you will. And soon, too. She was conditioning you, understand?"
"No."
"She started with you early, so you got used to…certain things. After a while, you feel like that's the only way you can do it, see? But it's a trick…a cheap, dirty trick."
"How could I…?"
"You already are, kid. If her stuff was really working, you wouldn't feel anything for Wendy."
"What do you mean?"
"How do you feel about Wendy? Like she's your sister?"
"No. But I never tried to— "
"What? Have sex with her? Don't worry about it. You feel like you want to be with her. Close. To protect her, right?"
"Yes."
"The rest will come, kid. I promise you. You may have to talk to somebody…some pro who knows what they're doing— some places you can't get to all by yourself. But it's already happening. You got a good throw of the dice now— let it ride."
His head came up, eyes on me now. "What do I have to do?" he asked.
"For now, you have to drive— we got a meet to go to."
I showed the kid how to park so we could cover the whole lot with one eye–sweep while we waited. A couple of minutes before midnight, Clarence's Rover glided past the gas pumps. They spotted us, rolled over to where we were parked. I was already stepping out of the car. The Prof came over to where I was standing, leaving Clarence at the wheel. He was carrying a dark green canvas duffel in one hand. We naturally rolled into a prison–yard position, shoulder to shoulder at a slight V–angle so we narrowed the exposure of our backs and could watch the maximum vista. The way it's done, your mouth hardly moves but your eyes never stop.
"What you got that's hot, schoolboy?"
"A nest of snakes, Prof. I need to show you a few things. We'll take my car, okay?"
"You say, we play, bro," the little man said, waving Clarence over.
The Prof took the shotgun seat next to Randy, Clarence and I sat behind. Randy cruised through the quiet streets as I ran it down. The Prof gave me a quick glance over his shoulder, tilting his head toward Randy. I nodded— it was all right for the kid to hear.
"The Mole showed the printout to some other people. Israelis," I said. "They got somebody they want on that list."
"Don't be downing the Mole, man. Everybody's got a button, something to push."
"I know," I said. Thinking of Charm— and her handles. "That's not the thing. I saw the list too. Here's one of the names on it," I said, pausing to give it weight, "— Angelo Mondriano."
"Damn! He's been long gone, youngblood. Word is he's holding up a bridge somewhere, inside a slab of concrete."
"I don't thin
k so."
"I remember it now," the Prof mused. "He went canary, then he jumped the cage, right? Didn't some of the wiseguys ask you about running him down?"
"Yeah. He must have dropped a couple of dozen heavy hitters when he testified. He was in the Witness Protection Program, then he went over the Wall. Six–figure bounty on his ass. Open contract— the money for his head."
"That's not like the new Italians. What about all the cash he was supposed to have swiped?"
"There's Italians, and there's Italians," I said. "The guys who came to see me, they were the old guys, you understand? Vindicata! The money wasn't the thing for them. It was blood. You know the rules."
"Yeah. You turn, you burn. You roll, you pay the toll. But I thought…"
"No. Couldn't be. They dropped him, they'd want to make it public. Put his head on a stake, send the message."
"That's right enough," the little man agreed. "So what we got, somebody in the ID business?"
"Sure. That's where the money's coming from. It was a long list, Prof."
"And the Israelis, they're going in?"
"Yeah." I gave Randy directions, told him to cruise by Rector's. "And that's ours," I pointed.
Without being told, the kid swept into a slow series of figure 8's, passing back and forth around Rector's from different angles.
"It don't look like much— a real soft touch," the Prof said, evaluating with his eyes.
"I got a way in. Front door," I told him. "That's not the work."
"Okay, bro. Take the point— let's eyeball the joint."
"Drive over to Crystal Cove," I translated for Randy.
The kid drove the way a pro diver hits the water…without a splash. Fingertips light on the wheel, taking the corners just the quiet side of tire squeal, braking so smooth he wouldn't have spilled a full cup of coffee.
"My man can drive, can't he, Prof?" I asked.
"Fine as wine," he replied, holding out his palm for me to slap.
Clarence never said a word.
"What can you tell me about the grounds?" I asked Randy, talking over his shoulder.
"I was never inside the hospital itself," he said, not turning around. "Just inside the doctor's house, near the front. There's a stone wall all around it. Not a high one— you could jump it with a good horse."
"Any guards?"
"I never saw any."
"Okay. When we get close, let me know."
We drove in silence for a bit. Then the Prof said, "We going in?"
"If it looks right. You got your works?"
"It's in the bag, and that's no gag."
"Righteous."
The road turned narrow, trees arching over the top of the car as we drove. No houses. The car started up a grade. "It's about a half–mile up the road," Randy said.
"Find a place to pull over. Where we won't be seen from the road."
He slowed the Plymouth, watching the landscape.
"No," I told him. "Someplace with a strong sight–line. Can you do it?"
"Sure." He slowed down again for a deep J–curve, still climbing. When he finally stopped the car, we were standing on a bluff. "Down there," Randy said, pointing.
We got out of the car, walked to the edge, looked down. I could see where the hospital got its name. The cove was landlocked, nestled in a natural triangle of hills and woods, with one side open to a road below. It was a series of low, interlocking buildings, all flat–topped except for a glass spire rising several stories from the part closest to the entrance.
I popped the trunk, found the night glasses, held them to my eyes. Most of the buildings were old stone, with small multi–paned windows. Along the back part of the triangle there was a long, narrow structure, built into the rest of the hospital but obviously constructed much more recently. Gray, smooth–finish granite, with seamless slits of dark glass. Probably one–way— I couldn't see any lights behind them like I could in the rest of the place.
The stone wall was in place, just like the kid said. It didn't completely circle the grounds. Instead, it ran in a sharp V from a meeting point at the front, where a wide opening was guarded by a black metal gate, hinged in the middle. I tracked the right–hand wall to its end— it seemed to merge into the underbrush at the base of the hills behind the hospital.
I handed the glasses to Randy. "Can you get the car close to the rear…where the wall comes against those hills?"
"I think so."
"Okay, let's get it ready," I said to the Prof, turning back to the trunk. I took out a pair of Connecticut plates, special–made for me at the Mole's. Handed them to Randy. "Put these on, front and rear," I told him. "It's just wing nuts— you can do it with your fingers." He held the plates in his hands, tracing the heavy seam on the reverse side of the embossed numbers, looking a question at me.
"You take two plates, cut them down the middle with a torch, then you weld the two halves together. It gives you a cold plate— won't bounce any of the Law's computers."
He nodded, went to work. I took a wide roll of tape, Day–Glo orange, peeled it open, and handed one end to the Prof. We taped a line across the back bumper— headlights would pick it up hundreds of yards away. We left a big piece loose and dangling. When we were done, I handed the Prof a big orange circle of plastic with a peel–off back, took one for myself. We pasted one on each of the back doors. The Prof took off his long duster— underneath he was wearing black jeans, a black sweatshirt, black sneakers on his feet. When my jacket came off, I looked the same. Added a navy watch cap for my head. We each slipped on a pair of thin black kid gloves. The Prof took a flat leather case from his duffel, slipped it into a side pocket.
Clarence got in the front seat— I took the back with the Prof. Randy started the car, then he motored slowly down the rise, nosing around until he found the right spot. We were maybe twenty yards from the end of the stone wall.
"You want to run the jungle?" the Prof asked.
"I don't think so. Don't know what's back there. Maybe a trip–wire…"
"So let's do the wall, Paul."
"Hold up a few minutes," I said. "See if there's a guard on the circuit."
Nobody spoke for a while.
We gave it fifteen minutes or so.
Nothing.
"You ready, Clarence?"
"You're covered, mahn," he said, pulling a long black tube from under the seat, holding it pointing down.
"Randy," I said quietly, leaning forward. "We're gonna commit a crime here. All of us. Prof and I are going in, Clarence's gonna hold our place, understand? Your job, you start the engine, leave it running. The back doors stay open. Don't worry, no light will show. If we come back walking, you move off slow, okay? But if we come back smoking, you have to go, understand?"
"Yes."
"You up for it?"
"Yes."
"Randy, you don't have to do this, okay? We can drop you off somewhere, pick you up when it's done. Reason we need you, it's for the driving."
"Count me in," he said, voice steady, looking me in the face.
The Prof and I walked off, Clarence right behind us. "No shooting," I told the young man. "No matter what."
Clarence ignored me, his handsome West Indian face totally trained on the Prof. The little man nodded. "Your play, your way," is all he said. Clarence walked back toward the car. The Prof and I strolled toward the wall, stepping carefully, eyes on full sweep.
"You strapped down, schoolboy?"
"I'm empty."
"So what's the game, son? This ain't no B&E we doing, is it?"
"No. What we're gonna do, we're gonna go over the wall, look around a little bit. Worst that happens, we get busted, it's a trespass, that's all."
"Say why, Sly."
"We wait a bit, okay? Then we come busting out, tell the kid to fly. I gotta see what he's made of…give him a chance to stand up without us taking a risk on a fall."
"He's a little tight, but he'll be all right."
The wall was not quite
chest–high, but wide across the top. I couldn't see any sensors. Would they have cameras this far out?
I went over first. Waited on the ground, listening. The quiet was thick, like it had been around a long while, settling in.
The Prof came next. With our backs against the wall, it was more than a football field's run to the nearest building.